Sunday, September 7, 2008
Retrieved memories, unwanted memoriesForget what i've said in the beginning of my previous post. :) I guess i owe my thanks to mom, she has proved her nagginess to be useful. She retrieved my bag of memory from Burger King when i was having tuition. :D
Anyway, enough said. :) I'm just glad you're back safe and "sound". And you too my beloved jacket. :)
Today's revision are as followed:
- Emaths paper from other school
- Amaths chapter 12 on three new functions
- Physics chapter on light until the part on critical angle
So here's today's thing, my ex-girlfriend smsed me this afternoon. About what?
Hey, your birthday's coming soon.
Why thank you.. :) Much appreciated.
Wah take so long to reply one..
Sorry, i was having my shower.
Lols, i see. Next year you O levels sure very busy one...
Nah i'm not. :) I have a life now. And i've recently decreased my time spent on computer games. :) And my results greatly improved. How's your life?
Different than yours...
Why what's wrong?
Dont know, cant concentrate on my work. Either my fault or my teacher's fault.
Okay okay, enough about conversation. The thing is, she's half-dead now. Why is that so? Sadly, she's till affected from then till now that we'd broken up while i'm leading a relaxing life since then.
She said that she hated those memories and she cant get rid of them.
Why? Then in the first place, why would you want to break up with me?
Because i'm forced to.
By whom?
My mother?
Oh, so you listened to your mother huh...
The thing is, i don't think that love between us back then wasn't strong even though i've told her many times i don't want that relationship to end. And the fact that she's gullable towards her mother made her break up with me with a REALLY STUPID WAY!
Why stupid?
She made new "friends"... And everytime i call her then, she'd be like,"Hello? Bobby ah?"
Uh huh yes..? :)
And then she just COMPLETELY IGNORED me and talked to her friends as if she's bitching around in the girls toilet by throwing wet tissues everywhere. The most painful one was that she even let her friend spammed lots of hokkien vulgarities at me and even LAUGHED at me. I couldn't bear talking to her again and hung up the phone. That way, we had broken up silently and i cried real badly then.
But now i'm okay. :) Not affected at all, but she still is. I asked her why she did that to me and she said she wanted to forget about me and told me that she thought she had really regretted what she had done. In my mind, OF COURSE THAT'S THE DUMBEST SOLUTION! I mean, she could've just told me. I guess she was'nt ready for relationship since she's really young. But i feel bad for her right now. Because of the end of our relationship, she's down with her life. She's failing her studies and wont even approach me for a reason that she's afraid of me..(wtf??)
I'll settle with her tomorrow.
we used to be- 7:18 AM
